uuhhhh.alright,i know i haven't been updating my blogg for super uber longg.
i apologised for that,hee.
sianns.
my bf's serving NS....
sadded):
todae's still tues leh!!means 4more daes b4 i get to mit him agn.
ohh ya,one more good news is,i've got a job!
eehhh,some kinda food promoter?
aiya,new yr dried food.omg.mushrooms from JAPAN<<(thats wad the person specified at)
hmmm.so means i'll have a lil bit of income>>den i can buy valentine's gift for kuku.hee
but,i dunno wad he likes ehhhh.(except for his fred perry and gucci)

Labels: lovesick.

quarrelled with my bf agn.wad a bad day.always wanted the best for him.budden he doesnt appreciate it.wad can i do?am i being unreasonable this time?
sigh):
the worst case was; todae is our 37th month anniversary.
and eventually we blown up.
wtf.
PS: baby, i hope ue understand my intention, now i've blown it up, and ue chose to ignore me.
i know im to blame for this matter.
but wad will ue do if ue were to be in my shoes?
today ue chose to let me go, without even try'n to stop me, ue know how i feel?
heartaching, head splitting, my mind was thinking of todae's incident. hoping that nth had happened earlier, hoping that ue would drop me a msg. tell me wad ue want me to do.

Labels: life's a struggle

stressed up.im struggling with my life,trying to have a balance now.
things cock up in some ways.at this critical moment
when im try'n hard to complete my report,my mind had other thoughts.
am i driving myself too hard?
im now stucked in a deserted corner,calling for help.
i've been thinking too much lately,
should i give myself a break?
bcos this stupid and naive thinking had only affected myself but to my relationship too.
my mind isnt with me,cant concentrate.
mind is elsewhere,i think i left it at home.laughs.
im struggling peeps.

im sorrie ppl, im not in the mood to joke now.

im having a splitting headache,and my heart ached too.
cos i did something regretting last yr.
this nightmare has been haunting me.
todae,it reminds me agn.
i never knew i could be so cruel and heartless.
im sorrie.
i guess i'll never forgive myself.
im feeling so fucking remorseful.
can someone just wake me up from this never ending dream?
i just couldn't stop thinking of the incident.
all these while,i've been trying to forget it.
how could i be so cruel?
how could i be so inhuman?

im sorrie dar.
i dunno wad's gotten into me.
i know ue do hate me for doing that.

Labels: shut e hell up

aiya.same old procedure.
wake up,wash up,shower,leave house fer sch.
now im stucked in the flight zone.hahaha
todae my job is simple,inspect the locks den spray paint if they're dried.

huat boss,mafia boss and saikang playing CS.
duh -.-
wonder wad's so nice abt that game.shoooot ue ah~

todae im so kelian.
eat cup noodle~
cos canteen stalls are closed!@#*
salman sae want bring chocolates fer me.budden im on diet!

todae...boring dae.
RECRUIT YANG learning how to drive a tank todae.
hahaha.good luck sillyboy!

Labels: starving~

duh.sian.todae sucks uh. cmi.
holidae still needa come back to rush my PROJECT.
hahahah.supposed to meet at 9am in the flight zone.
budden...giggles* lazy ah.
actually i reached yishun at 0830 de.
budden hungry.went for food hunt.
eh.another cmi thing.
i cant find 'breadtalk'. i thought it is located at the northpoint basement.
so i dragged saikang down. -.-
she didnt object either.
after searching the whole basement 1 and 2.
we returned to 'old chang kee' to get some food.
den i realised.
breadtalk is just in front of me.
wah piang eh.waste my precious time leh.

huat boss and mafia boss late ah.hahaha.
den carried on with e filing..
den spray primer! (finally!!!)
eh.the smell hor-ji-ble(horrible) lah.
even i wear mask,still can smell it.
another problem is,the mask is sooooooo.....CHEAPSKATE
so fucking thin.
so cheap also.(i saw the price tag on e box)
50 pcs for $4.50!!!!!!'
wah kau!

my life alrd shortened by 5yrs fer inhaling excessive metal dust into my lungs.
(all stucked there.now got difficulty breathing)
now smell e stupid primer.
i think now my life shortened by 7-10yrs le.
gone case.mati alrd lah!

wahahaha!handsome JJ got married leh!so happie fer him(:
i bet he must be having a good time now.honeymoon period mah!

ytd's also MR NG YUZE's birthdae.laughs*
sent him a birthdae msg.hope he sees it.

my 1week hols has started.lol.budden still gotta go back to school to complete my project.
(so guys,jiayou!)
we gotta finish the project b4 JJ comes back from his honeymoon.lol

eheh.while Mr.Yang is booking in later.
he damns shagg (everytime de)

many things have happened fer the past few daes.
me and him quarrelled almost each time we met.
sigh* both of us are stubborn lah.not just me alone.


i just hope that there's no more arguements in the future.

Labels: talk less.listen more.