hmmm.i dunno wad im thinking now.confirm or confused?
had a quarrel ytd.i dunno wad's wrong with me.problem lies with me.my fault.
my attitude sucks uh.budden no matter wad comes by,he shouldn't leave me right?
but he did..panicked when i got knocked down and i lost sight of him.thought i'm gonna die without him.(yeah,i know it's drama aite)
sigh* if he really love me,he wouldnt have done so.aren't he afraid that i'll lose my way or something?

couldnt sleep last night.was crying and poundering over the matter.
i was like so stupid and dumb.i eventually cried in public.i know its not the first time alrd -.-
he didn't contact me todae.think its over between us.ohmy.
was wondering,will i regret after asking him for a break-up?
though he didnt reply me,budden i know the ans.
laughs.he must be fuming last night.
imagine his face..
i do treasure him nah.budden ue know.when both parties are angry..hmm.
ytd i wrote some nasty stuff in my yellow notebook.thinking that its the end.
dirty my book.got tears everywhere on the page.hahaha.no mucus lah.
sometimes i feel that he doesnt treasure me.zzz.so sadded right.
everything goes wrong ytd..


im sorry aite.i just dunno how to face ue now.